this here new thing

i have had a blog for quite some time, but never been very faithful in updating it. nor have i really cared about the content, usually posting meaningless thoughts. this is an attempt to be real. to speak my mind. to potentially piss some people off. and to hopefully allow others to see me for who i am: a broken but hopeful sinner who is trying to make sense of how to live like a christian, not just be one.